So you know the truth, about what’s really going on out there, and this is what you decide to do with it? You become a thief? I procure unique items for a select clientele. Yeah. A thief. No, a great thief.
Dean, you barely let me drive this thing. Well, it’s time. You should know how to fix it. You’re gonna need to know these things for the future. And besides, that’s my job, right? Show my little brother the ropes?
“You know, you slap on this big fake smile but I can see right through it. Because I know how you feel, Dean. Dad’s dead. And he left a hole, and it hurts so bad you can’t take it, but you can’t just fill up that hole with whoever you want to. It’s an insult to his memory.”
Dean: He’s gone. I can’t talk about this to Sammy. You know, I gotta keep my game face on. But, uh… the truth is I’m not handling it very well. Feel like I have this—
Gordon: Hole inside you? And it gets bigger and bigger and darker and darker? Good. You can use it. Keeps you hungry.
[Caption: gifs from s03e07 of Supernatural. Gordon surprises Kubrick, who at this point thought him dead, irrupting into his motor home. He asks Gordon if he’s okay, and Gordon reveals he’s been turned into a vampire. A shocked and distressed Kubrick tells him he’s sorry, and they mournfully agree Kubrick will have to kill him, but Gordon asks for more time so he can use his new strength to kill Sam, as it’d be “the one good thing to come out of this nightmare”.]